Addiction creates a performance; the real question for how this tragicomedy resolves is found in one's commitment to developing a script for survival. Gary K. an actor who portrays Bill W. the founder of AA, struggles to fulfill that commitment, becoming a reflection of how important purpose and guidance are in leading one on a pathway for stepping forward.

 

For 10 years, the filmmakers explored ways to uncover the experience of the 12-Steps for Addiction Recovery first described in The Big Book written more than 75 years ago by Bill Wilson.  The journey led to a play, Dr. Bob and Bill W., written by Dr. Samuel Shem and Janet Surrey and performed in theaters across the nation.  Conceived as a dramatic telling of the founding of AA, it connected us to finding Gary Kimble performing the roll of AA founder Bill W. alongside Richard Springle as Dr. Bob.  The play was conceived as a vehicle for seeing the struggle to find a "cure" of substance abuse. It becomes an illustration of the 12 Steps as the foundation for recovery.

 

As we documented the actor’s immersion into the characters, we bore witness to their own lives as reflected in their "stage" character.  It became the foundation for bearing witness to the steps learned along the way to recovery.  The film tracks a 10-year odyssey, ending in Florida, at a leading center for recovery programs.  Gary and Richard had parted ways, but Gary's ambitions and struggles bring him to Del Ray Beach where he becomes a counselor to young men and women who are part of an immersive program to attain sobriety. 

 

The film is created in a cinema verité tradition, observing intimate interactions as they unfold, revealing the tension and anxiety associated with confronting personal demons, and the depth of dignity that is achieved through 12-Step Recovery.  It is an exploration of Gary K.'s commitment to a process, revealing the depth of his devotion and the ongoing daily struggle to lead the life he wants. In the end this nonfiction drama becomes an advocacy statement about the power of sharing one’s story and the embrace of truth that it requires.

Thanks for your generous support of this project

 

Kristin Agar - Pat Barker - Bob Battle - Jim Bell - Steve Bergman and Janet Surrey - Curtis and Charlotte Bradbury - Mary K Brierley

Genevieve Carosone - Michael J Carney - Billie and Nellie Claire - Kramer Darragh - Stephanie Ellis Ecke - David Elliot

Elaine Eubank and Alfred Williams - Markey Ford - Dori Haddock - Barry Hershey - Pete Hornaville - John Hulick -Bonnie Hughes

Ben Hussman - Michael Jardi -Mary Jacobs - John Judd - Betsy Lane - Harr Leggett - Robert Lindsey - Susan Lofton - Paul and Misty Loop

Steve Manson - John McAndrew - George McLeod - Nick Motu - Greg Muth - Gale Richter - J. D. Simpson - Jeff Smith - John and Kay Smith

Terry Theisen - Elizabeth Waldron -Debra Watt

 

Actors Fund of America, NY - Arkansas Community Foundation, AK - Berean Church, Minneapolis, MN - East Delray Men’s Recovery Group

Filmmakers Collaborative, MA - Hazelden Betty Ford Foundation, MN - Hussman Foundation, AK -

National Council on Alcoholism and Drug Dependence, NY - Prather Entertainment Group, FL - Wolfe Street Foundation, Inc., AK